It may not be your way of doing things, but does that make it wrong?  Why is there diversity?  Why is there more than one type of flower?  Are you enjoying the variety, or have you missed the whole point?  Why are there various breeds of puppies?  Why have so many types of trees?  There is not just you appearing in the mind of Consciousness.  The Source enjoys experiencing, playing, dancing.  Yes, it is possible to dance alone and to play solitaire, but that gets a little tiresome after a while.  You are still special.  Have no fear of that.  You are still unique and so very loved.  The point is to see that specialness in all that is and to see it as no threat to the self.  Variety.  Spice.  Yes.  Appreciation.  It is all God, expressing.  Anything less than the expression of love is simply evidence of one who has forgotten this most basic of truths.