You consider yourself awakened, for you understand now that all of you are This … this Awareness that peers out from your eyes.  But here is a new twist:  go back in time as you, the human, understand it.  Go back to a painful period in your life.  If you remember it as painful and go there immediately, then it is likely you have not yet transferred your awakened state into the past.  We do not recommend dwelling in the past, but it is quite useful to look back once you understand your true nature and ensure that you apply this understanding equally to your so-called past story as well as the present.  See the past with the same new eyes with which you see the present.  Compassion.  It is a natural result of awakening.