Do not compare yourself to any other.  Each one’s path is unique.  This is because Source wishes to experience life in as many ways as possible, and one of those ways is through your experiences.  You cannot let Source down.  You do not have to achieve anything.  Just experience.  En-JOY this life, for even amidst your trials there is something for which to be grateful.  You are perfect just the way you are.  Re-JOYce in being you.  Source most certainly does.  You are so very loved.  It cannot be any other way, for you are This … Joy.