Where are you and how are you stuck in the story of your human aspect?  You are well aware that you are a soul and a human.  Perhaps you do your meditating and your yoga and your this and that as part of your spiritual practice, but there is a part of you that refuses to let go of the drama.  That ego is a pesky fellow.  He doesn’t want you to know how truly free you are.  He doesn’t want you to know that you can choose any story you want.  He doesn’t want you to discover that all of it is a story covering up the immense love that wells up from moment to moment as you.  Keep peeking under the covers.  Enjoy the story, but do not remain a prisoner to it.