Yes, it is good to be balanced — maintaining both soul awareness and human awareness and not being caught up in the drama of being human quite so much.  But sometimes it behooves you to become unbalanced in the direction of soul awareness.  Spend some time knowing and experiencing yourself solely as the Light.  How do you do this?  Sit in the silence and set all of the drama aside.  Realize the human side is a creation of the Divine Mind created for the sheer experience of it and the learning that will result.  Having realized this, you need no longer be affected by it, if not for just a little while.  Take a break, why don’t you.  Just Be.  Life as you know it will still BE there, but you will be HERE.  At peace.  One with the Light.  It may take a bit of practice to become unbalanced in a positive way, but once you get to know the peace that passeth all understanding, it will make being balanced all the more meaningful.