Horror.  It is a very strong emotion. It would not even exist were it not for belief systems.  Everything is neutral until you assign it meaning.  Death is not the end.  It is one point on an unending cycle of life when the soul departs one level of experience to continue experiencing life on another plane.  Do not forget:  You are part of All That Is.  You can always drop back in and visit or hang around a while.  In the meantime, what happens to the body does not hurt the soul.  It is physical matter.  Please do not assign horror to it and cause yourself further pain.

You watch your horror movie for you enjoy the thrill.  You cement the belief in horror.  Does it serve you?  What is Truth?  The soul IS.  Peace be upon you.