Do not be afraid to ask for what you feel you need.  Asking is a form of humility. “Blessed are the meek” is a noble truth.  In this case, meekness does not imply weakness as you know it in human form, but a softening of the sense of separation and superiority.  It is the latter that has gotten so many into deep waters.  One can sink into an abyss without humility.  With it, you are far lighter and rise to where the Light is once again seen and known.  Ask yourself why so much focus on the self, then ask the higher Self for clarity.  Truth frees you.  Seek Truth and know you are so very loved.

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