Are you tired of this role you’ve been playing?  Then simply stop playing it.  We are not speaking of taking drastic measures without considering consequences you may or may not be able to foresee.  We are simply suggesting you sit quietly, close the eyes, breathe slowly and deeply, and cease play-acting.  Take a break from thoughts, emotions, actions, and reactions.  Just be.  Just be.

Do you know what it is like to simply be?  If not, then it is no wonder you are tired.  Play-acting is hard work.  It requires rigid adherence to agreed-upon rules.  Being has no rules.  Rest in BEING daily, and you will sense ways to modify the role-playing so that it is no longer quite so tiresome.