There is no harm in waiting. All does not have to be done at once. How does a flower open, but by unfolding? You are in the process of unfolding. Do not rush the process, but do it in a patient, orderly fashion, watching the perfection. Allow nature to take its course. You cannot rush a seed to sprout. Why would you rush your development? Could it be because you have experienced a taste of the bliss that comes with knowing who you are? So now you are dissatisfied. Is that it? This is a good thing. That blissful feeling is not finite. It is not going anywhere. That, my friend, is love vibrating more fully than you normally experience in your seedling state.
Nurture your growth, knowing that growth is occurring as you love. Enjoy the journey and relax. All is in perfect order.