Why are you afraid of being alone?  Why do you dislike the silence?  Could it be that someone convinced you that you need others to be loved?  You do not need others.  Others are to be celebrated, enjoyed, and cherished, for they remind you, mirror to you That which is already inside of you.  Enjoy your relationships, but do not need them.  Appreciate the connections, but do not become dependent upon them.  Know thyself.  All of you arise from the same Source.  Source arises as you to express love.    Do so, and you will come to cherish the silence, to honor the quiet times when the soft whisper of love says, I AM here.”