This.  It all begins with This.  There is only one Consciousness, a Truth you will re-discover when you shed the human body and find yourself very much alive.  You will become aware of a Presence unlike anything you encountered in your earthly life.  Its loving light will be so attractive that all else pales in comparison.  You will want nothing else than to draw near to this Light that feels so familiar.  You could call this attractor God or you could call it Consciousness or Spirit or The Light, but This is all around you now.  The fullness of Love that This radiates is blocked from you so that you can learn and experience the fullness of human life in a body for now, but This remains always in your awareness, as Awareness itself—as close as your breath, as close as your thoughts.  Why?  For there is nothing but This.  All thoughts originally arise from This.  This Voice speaks to you in the silence when smaller-self created thoughts—the offspring of This—are not chattering incessantly.  Ask to know This before you leave this earthly experience and come to know Joy everlasting.  You are so very loved.