You clean and clean and clean, and do you realize that in order to clean a thing, something else must get dirty?  It is the law of balance.  What goes up, does come down.  There will be moments of pleasure and moments of pain.  What if you simply accept this instead of demanding such one-sidedness.  Stop labeling pleasure good and pain bad and you will find immense freedom.  Yes, do what you can to ease pain.  Acceptance and appropriate action in the moment are wise steps, but avoidance of pain at all costs leads to a life of fear, jumpiness, and imbalance, when it is part and parcel of life.  Attitude is everything. 

You are so very loved.

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