Cycles.  Yes, phases come and go like the seasons, round and round.  For a while you try this approach, and then it fades into memory.  Then you try another approach and stick with it for a while.  and then you find you are back to your initial approach as if for the first time, brand new, how exciting!  Look at this!  And yet, it is not new at all.  You have tried it before, but this time it seems somehow different, newer, fresher.  And that is life in human form, learning and growing by trying new things and old things and used up things until you find a thing that works to help you understand that there is ultimately no-thing at all that is permanent except I AM, so why not keep experimenting and experiencing and having a ball while you’re at it?