You wish for every day to be sunny, but life is not
like that.  Into each life some rain must
fall.  Bring to mind that special scent
just after the rain when all has been cleansed. 
What you saw as a curse was actually a blessing, come to wash away
impurities. 

What is it that needs to be cleansed in your emotions?  The Universe will conspire to show you.  Pain is a sign that there is something within
you in need of cleansing.  Pain is your
rain, come to show you the way to the sun. 
You can put up an umbrella and cry, “But I do not want to get wet!  I enjoy being dry and comfortable just as I
am!”  or you can stand in the downpour,
face the pain, and be free.