Your thoughts turn to memories.  So frequently they do so.  It is like a train that keeps repeating the same run.  Do you wish to remain a commuter your entire life, retracing the same trip over and over?  To what end?  Become an explorer instead.  Plan your trips a bit if you like, but remain present while experiencing each new adventure.  What is happening now?  Even if you awaken in the same bed, brush your teeth and eat the same breakfast, each breath is new.  Still, you can change things up a bit to remind you of this.  Get out of bed on the wrong side and see if the old saying is true?  Perhaps you will discover something quite interesting:  change can be a good thing.  Change leads to growth, stimulation, insights.  Come along fully for the ride, why don’t you?  The adventure is ongoing.