Whatever is happening, trust the moment.  It is happening for a reason.  If you cannot sleep, you are meant to be awake.  If you cannot stay awake, you are meant to sleep.  Be quite cautious of asking the question, “Why is this happening to me?”  What if you ask instead, “Why is this happening for me and what am I to do in this moment?”  If you trust the moment and simply flow with what is happening or not happening with the knowing that there is a higher level from which to see it, you may grow as a result.  We dare say that in any case, this too shall pass and you will be presented with more moments to trust, for life is all about the experience and how you grow and change from it. 

You are so very loved.