flame-fire-orange-flammableA burning desire … is this not what you call a push and pull that does not cease?  You have a light inside of you that never goes out.  It is by your will or by grace that it glows ever brighter.  The greatest desire of the soul is that you come to know your true self and not take ego too seriously.  It serves a purpose, that ego, but not when it tries to douse the flame within.  Follow your passion … your bliss … that burning desire within that leads to joy.  When it serves the soul and not the ego, you will be a light unto all you encounter and help to light up your world.