Caught in an eddy.  That is what it is like when you become stuck in the same patterns of thinking and behavior.  You are still an expression of the Source Stream.  Of this, there is no doubt:  You are the Light!  But caught in your own little eddy of light particles, round and round you go, at times flowing counter to the main current; at others, in sync, but rarely stabilizing long enough to enjoy freedom.  Ask for alignment.  Sometimes you have to kick hard against what is your own eddy’s current to get back in the greater Flow.  It is here, all around you.  Your own inner guidance system knows the right direction.  Swim on.

You are so very loved.