Guided.  That’s what you are … if only you will listen.  Do you run off and do your own thing from moment to moment or do you surrender “my way” and allow the higher aspects of yourself connected intimately with the One Mind to dictate your way?  Humans do not like that word “dictate.”  The ego is an independent fellow, but if you realized that taking dictation can lead to greater insights and wisdom flowing from a Source with a much higher perspective than that of the ego, why then, being dictated to is not such a bad thing.  Surrender and be guided. It may take some getting used to, but you have all eternity to find your way Home.