You ask for forgiveness from another, and it is not forthcoming.  And now you suffer.  What of it? 
Why this wasted emotion on your part? 
It is only the ego that needs to be forgiven and appreciated by another.  As spirit, you need only forgive yourself for
whatever mistake you have made.  Can you
do that?  We do. 

Once you have given yourself compassion and understanding and know you
will not make the same mistake again, then the lesson has been learned.  If another cannot forgive you, that is their
lesson yet to learn.  Allow them to do so
at their own pace. 

Why the obsession?  For you are
thinking and observing from the ego and not from the spirit.  Which feels better, judgment or acceptance?  We say again, you are forgiven.  Now, please love yourself as we do.