You know wholeness.  It is your very essence, but not at the human level.  We are speaking of you as pure Awareness, before all that you know as the universe bubbled up into a story for you to enjoy.  And so, all that you see, all that you experience, is here for your pleasure, and yes, for your pain so that you will appreciate the contrast.  Yes, you know contrast, for that is why you as pure Awareness decided to go on a little journey as something other than pure Be-ing.  When the going gets rough, you can always slip back into just be-ing, if only for a few moments.  Your essence has never and can never leave you.  It is a constant cycle of in breath and out breath for the experience of it all.  Do not despair.  Peace is always Here, for all there is is the eternal presence of Be-ing. 

You are so very loved.

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