Could it be you think too much?  Time spent analyzing can turn into time spent agonizing.  Ah, yes, you know this state well.  It can definitely be a kind of hell to fall under the logical mind’s spell.  Know this:  There is a part of you that does not need to cogitate.  With this knowing, you may just ruminate, but in the end you illuminate  what has always been present:  Awareness.  Awareness.  Awareness of what is known and what can clearly be shown when you balance the brain with the heart — a very good place to start to find elusive peace. 

You are so very loved.

***