You have heard it said that ego is the default position.  Yes, this is true for the Blended Being, made up of human body and soul.  When the Blended Being is thoroughly absorbed in its role, it matters not about the soul, and yes, ego runs amok.  But the more the higher aspects of the soul, that of its Source and its higher Light-Body nature infiltrate into soul-awareness, then the default position shifts to that of soul, and ultimately,  for those who refuse to give in to the accepted norms of human behavior, the default shifts to that of a fully-embodied Light Being.  If you do not understand this, begin by seeking with curiosity to see if you can sense various levels of being other than the dense one upon which you have placed your focus until now.  Be an Explorer of Consciousness and buckle your seat belt.  Light is your default position, dear one.  Never forget it.  You are so very loved.