You are going along fine, feeling serene, calm, connected, and along comes a surprise.  It is not the kind that fills you with delight, but perhaps with fright.  In the blink of an eye, you go from knowing all is well to wondering if you are in hell. This is the way it is in earthly form, walking the balance-line between soul-awareness and human nature.  Which one will prevail?  The one where you place your attention moment by moment.  Remain aware of your thoughts.  What is your point of view?  The soul or the human?  You are both you know.  Choose moment by moment, for you are here to be fully human for a while, but at the same time, you are eternally the Light. 

You are so very loved.

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