The stench of decay. Such an image to start your day. You wish to hear positive, beautiful thoughts, not to think of rotting things and what they attract. But DO think about it. Decay is what happens to that which is not enlivened by Spirit. Why are you repulsed by decaying things? Why is there an innate turning away from things that smell bad and look repulsive? Why does the human innately know the difference between beauty and love and repulsiveness and evil? The former is your innate nature. The latter is the lack of the former. Quite simple.
Are you stagnating and headed for decay, or ever-growing as a spirit-being? Are others mildly repulsed by you and your actions or drawn to you? Do not stagnate. Draw in Spirit with your breath. Allow it to cleanse your soul. Clear out all stagnation, all decay. Refresh yourself by acknowledging the presence of God in your life, AS your life. Do not delay. Sit and pray that on this day, you’ll find your way.