You try to go back to the moment when you awoke, or perhaps the most recent event that provided that newest sense of knowing, of joy, of greater love.  “Was it when I had that magical event, that visit, that vision, or was it when I read that book, that message, or met that person?”  Why bother to pin it down?  There have been many moments, and there will be more moments just like that one before it.  Why have there been so many?  Because it is a journey you are on, ever onward and ever upward once you got a glimpse of Home and made the choice to continue heading for it.  It is a process of unfolding.  Like a seed that turns into a plant and then flowers, and then bears fruit.  Was it the water, the sunlight, the fertilizer, the loving care … Do you see?  You are blossoming, flowering, and it is a process, not just one moment.

Welcome to awakening.  Are you there yet?  Yes, and yet there is more to come.  So, love on, make loving choices every chance you get, enjoy the magical moments, and enjoy the ride.