Why do you hold back?  For fear of lack?  How were you raised?  In a “not enough” mindset atmosphere?  Could that have been passed down?  What if you knew you are rich beyond measure?  Oh, we understand money and its human hang-ups, but “lack mentality” carries over to other corners of your life.  They are dead ends.  Turn around and face the center.  There is no need to punish yourself any longer.  Buy the popcorn.  Perhaps even put a little butter on it.  We are not encouraging you to be wasteful or to go into debt, simply to take a look at the belief systems at work in your life that may no longer be necessary to carry around.  Always will the heart guide you.