You have not made your mind up yet.  The jury is still out.  Your decision could go either way.  If you are truly in touch with your inner world, there is no decision to make.  It is already made at the deepest level.  You are wavering, wondering.  No!  You already know.  The wavering comes from fear, doubt, and lack of trust in this inner knowing.    Trust, act, know.  Trust, act, know you can trust.  This is the cycle to repeat until you no longer waver. 

You are so very loved.

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