If you are going to believe in anything, believe in the power of belief.  Then watch your thoughts.  Study them carefully, along with the outcome of what you set your mind to or set your mind against.  You cannot change everything in your reality, for some things are part of the rules of life on earth … things such as gravity and time, but even these can be overcome if the collective belief is strong enough.  Did you not send a man to the moon?  How are you holding yourself back?  Yes, you.  In spite of what anyone may have told you, you are a magnificent creator. Believe this and know:  You are so very loved.