There is a natural pulse to existence.  All goes in cycles of vibration:  in and out, back and forth, giving and taking.  If you are not in balance with these natural rhythms, your life will reflect this.  If you are not en-JOY-ing your work, then your giving and receiving are out of balance.  You will not flow.  If you cannot feel joy, can you experience gratitude for what you do?  This is an equivalent energy.  If you are attracting less than positive experiences into your life, something is out of balance.  Do not look outside of yourself and project the blame.  Go within and find the disharmony.  It is that simple.  You are SO very loved, Joy.