You are part of a self-informing system.  What you learn adds to the whole and
adjustments are made.  What works is used
and what does not is discarded, and thus evolution of the soul progresses.  What do we mean by “works”?  What adds more love, more wholeness to the system.  Of course at the highest level all is already
whole, but certainly you can see that there are levels where the wholeness has
been fragmented.  You are a piece of that
wholeness, helping to bring all back to oneness through your choices.


There will be many, many times in your journey when you make choices
that come from the human side and not the spirit.  There is no shame in this.  The awareness inherent in the soul will guide
you to make higher choices the next time. 
Each time you do so, you have moved up the evolutionary ladder.  Yes, of course you may slip back from time to
time, but recovery is not a matter of making up for lost ground.  Recognition that you could have chosen better
and intention to make higher choices the next time move you instantly to a
higher rung.  


Do not worry about how low you started or how high you are now.  Simply enjoy the view and be love.  Growth is the natural result.