You are never alone in the way you think you are.  That is because you are far more than human.  You as a soul agreed to come into this human experience in a body, but you did so with the full agreement that those still in spirit would watch over you.  They would step in as they could, but you agreed that you would learn through experience and by making choices.  Moments of beauty, moments of connection, and moments of just knowing there is something more than this earthly experience are the gentle caresses from your heavenly Home and those in it.  Ultimately, you are rowing your boat merrily down a stream that never goes farther from your true Source than your dreams go from you at night. 

You are so very loved.

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