We caution you to not take ownership of illnesses.  Your language does you a disservice.  You speak of “my” this and that, and in doing so you give it power and allow it to strengthen.  What if you see it as a temporary visitor in the house?  The body is not even “yours.”  It simply is.  The real you is light—a sparkling star connected to the entire field of stars.  When you believe in the permanence of things, you are taking your focus away from that which is at the base of all that is.  Consciousness creates.  Use it wisely.