Anticipation is half of
the fun.  And so you are impatient,
waiting for news.  Is not the
anticipation delicious?  Yes, until the
doubts creep in and then the anticipation changes to disappointment.  You feel elation; you feel depression, yet
what situation has changed?  Nothing but
your thoughts.  How do you wish to
feel?  Happy, sad, or somewhere in
between?  It is always up to you.  Trust that all is in perfect order and allow
yourself to enjoy the anticipation, but to find true peace, simply enjoy being
you in this very moment.