Are you scattered or coherent?  If the former, this is how the guidance you receive from on high will seem to you.  How to achieve a state of coherence?  Gratitude will instantly center you, for you are focused on one thing, and that gratitude instantly raises your vibration.  Picture yourself as the light being you are.  Scattered light is like a flash light.  Coherent light is a laser beam, connecting you directly with the Higher Self.  Focus your light on the heart filled with gratitude with the intent of being as connected as you can with pure being.  Do this regularly and listen to what is present between the grateful thoughts.  You are so very loved.