Just show up.  What more could be asked of you?  “Plenty,” you say in all of your humanness.  But you are both human and spirit.  As the latter, you have no role, no story, no shoulds or musts.  Just show up as the Light.  Just be. Just Love.  Just experience.  Just flow.  Just allow.  The left brain does not know how to do this, but the right brain lives this way.  Get to know this way.  Live this way and be free.