You must make a decision … take a leap.  It is one thing to have blind faith.  It is another to know what you have faith in.  Have you asked for guidance within before stepping out?  Do you know to what you are speaking when you do so?  Higher aspects of the same Light that burns always within you.  These are metaphorical terms for metaphysical concepts, meta meaning beyond the physical.  Beyond the physical is naught but awareness, another term for consciousness.  In the physical is naught but experience.  The two are intricately connected.  Come to know Higher Consciousness and how it works in your life, and you will have found the keys to trusting the inner guidance.  You will be able to step out and know that even if you fail, all is in perfect order and that at the deepest level, you are well.  You are most certainly well loved.